What a warm day!I thought it is usually March that's so warm?

Please forgive me for being rude. I am often trapped by frustrations cos' I do not know what you want. There is little efforts put into communication all along and don't say I am accusing about this.
I have yet to said I felt accused of something you said too. Do not flip the knife back at me.
I really do not know what to do and how to do.
Should I do it your way so you would feel better and of cos' you don't seem to be too willing to try it my way or even hear it.

Oh well...There is only that much I am willing to let myself cry like that night, been through a pain like that a certain length of period and go through the feeling of hopes revival and not meeting the light cycle a 'X' number of times.

I am sorry that I keep getting this feeling from you. I don't know why myself either.
When I don't hear from you, I can only rely on my guess and feel,right?
And when all that are being replaced by the coincidental misplace of events by Time, wrong choices of words, insecurities, would I be blamed for not being able to trust you...Trust that you are still the same, still the one for me?

When I just wanted to hear an answer from you, perhaps just a small affirmation...I may have phrased my words in an angry manner. I can't help it, can I? I was indeed angry but do you know why? Do you bother to find up?
No..It is not your responsibility anymore. That's why you don't.

Oops! Accusations, here I go again.

My apologies, monsieur.

(Wait till you really see what you have done to me.)